What do you think?

Thinking of starting a fanfic?…..I’ve already been working on the first chapter

I’m in a really shitty mood right now. Nothing ever ends up working my way.  Every guy I have a thing with tells me that I’m worth their time and they want to make things work, but in the end they dont give me the same respect I give to them. I don’t know why I’m constantly treated like this, I honestly don’t know what I’ve done wrong. But one thing I know for sure is that I’m not a strong person, and I’m stupid enough to fall for their bullshit over and over again, in the hopes of them changing and everything working out fine. But why should I try anymore, why should I get my hopes up if they’ll just be chrushed again. I give people so much respect and try to make nice with everyone, but I don’t get it in return. Life seems like it’s just a load of shit when you give and give….but don’t get.

My only wish is that I die real, ‘cause the truth hurts and those lies kill.